A conversation about artificial insemination and the rush to become pregnant. Clock ticking constantly for our future deaths or for new borns to show up in this world. So many people, thousands, millions, every single day in the subway, on the street, whenever I go out at night, everywhere… makes my mind numb. Bordering the last portion of a decade makes me wonder again. Years ago I didn’t wanted to get married and have blood sucking kids, to live in a big house in the middle of nowhere. So I never did most of those things. However now I don’t even know what should be my goals. Graduate school is over. Work is challenging but dull. Music is probably the one thing that I don’t ever get tired of doing. Wish I had more time for myself, for my friends, for my family, for the one I love. Can’t wait to get far away on a trip and unplug my brain from the constant awareness of the world.