hijuepanchica…. so that’s how it works? geez, it felt like jumping from a stratospheric balloon several thousand feet above ground and free falling for days. chain smoking like a broken engine and drinking like a bottomless pit, blacking out, forgetting how the fuck i got home. then i hit the ground. a crater the size of wimbledon stadium. emerge, somehow feeling lightweight and stress free. accepting loss and letting go. now i am enjoying a peace of mind that i haven’t experienced in such a long time. solitude, just the company of my cat. meeting new faces and some new music. wandering the nights sober and smoke free. it’s an outer body experience when everybody around you is drunk out of their minds….