Anxiety descending. When the sun comes up is great to go out for a run to get lost in thoughts, a natural high without side effects. An encounter with old friends, Vanessa (with her irish boyfriend) and Jennifer who is finally done with her PhD. Sold some of my music instruments on ebay, but gave my drum throne and fancy bass drum pedal to Jason, still need to hear his band. My sister is back home from the hospital, so far she’s cancer free, pieces of me were transplanted inside her, a factory of new cells. Acid trip down the rabbit hole.